i wasn't really in a good mood like alllll day today. and i wasn't in a good mood at the beginning of marching band practice either. but then, when mr. couronious started to be all funny and wacked, my mood changed so much! i looove band, everybody in it is seriously the most amazing, nice, caring people you will ever meet. i love them so much.<3
oh, and watching adam shimmying with his bass drum was just amazing, he had a smile on his face while doing it, and it just made me smile too. :D<3 and fucking devon wouldn't stop poking my stomach! hahaha, and then i ran in a circle around adam about two or three times trying to run away from devon, hahahha. i love band so much, like you doing even know. they are my life, legit.<3
i love band geeks!<3
i've met -hopefully- life long friends because of band.

band camp is over. it was the best week i had in like years. it was just amazing. i met so many new people. they make my life. when mark, adam and devon are with each other, and theres music, they are the most amazing people ever. and we did great at the performance last night, except when my music flew away. x] 
and wednesday, when we saw westside story, that was awesome. well, the movie wasn't that great, but were i was sitting was. and the two and a half hours we had to hang out with each other before the movie was my favorite part of band camp. i miss band camp so much, like you don't even know. now we only have practice on wednesdays. :/
i wish we could go back just week, with everything the same, just so i can go to band camp again. that's how much fun it was. i can't wait until next years band camp. i really wish adam did concert band though, because now i'll only see him in the hall ways- which will probably be like never, and on wednesdays, and when we have games and shows. i miss all my band friendddds, seeing them everyday- nine hours a day.

I’ve just finished reading a pretty good book called The End Of Forever, and it has got me thinking- well before i tell you what I’m thinking, let me tell you a little bit about the book- so there's this girl named Erin and she has a sister named Amy. Erin loves to dance and Amy loves to act. One night at a cast party, Erin was supposed to go to the store to get more soda for the party, but instead Amy begged Erin if she could go since she just got her license. So Amy went to the store, but on her way, she was in a terrible car accident, and she died after being in a coma for a little while.

i've learned something:
LIFE GOES ON!
even if we don't want it to. and yeah, people have told me that, and it always does go on, but i finally actually believe it when something bad happens. and maybe when there’s something wrong, it might not end the way you would like it to, but life'll still go on. life isn't going to stop because of something bad that has happened; it'll go on, with the sky blue and the grass green. life will go on.


i've also learned another thing:
think positive. that'll always help. thinking negative will only make things worse. think positive, stay positive and always be positive; in any situation. i've been negative a lot lately, and i think that's what's making me sad for no reason at random times. and trust me, thinking negative pulls you down; in other words, it makes you even more sad, or mad or whatever mood you are in. have hope, faith and confidence. THINK POSITIVE.

hate. why do people hate other people? personally, i don't have a clue why people hate people. but i don't think it's right. everybody should have a chance of being someone's friend. and if you don't like them, you shouldn't hate. hate is a extremely strong word, and it's used way too many times.